Should I Buy It......?

ok i LLLLOOOOOVVVEEEEE the song helena but i can't buy explisit songs (mom rule) but i checked it out and there are no cuss words in it it is explisit cuz helena comes alive after being dead and it is a "dead" song. but if i buy it she might get mad cuz on i-tunes it says explisit but there is not a clean version. but if i buy the music vid which doesn't say explisitm, then my mom would think im a goth freak and kick me out of the house lol. ; ). ahoud i buy it and then explain or not buy it.